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Suicidal LullabyDon't cry now baby,
you're almost dead.
The tears are flowing
from what they've said.

Rivulets of red
from wrists you've slit.
You had tried so hard,
but couldn't quit.

You're all alone now;
your friends have gone.
Your heartbeat's slowing;
you won't see dawn.

Your life fades away
with ev'ry breath.
You are too far gone
to escape death.

Wipe away your tears,
and be at peace.
You're so close to
final release.

Tired of being sad.Real men don't cry, they say
Well maybe their right but
I'm stuck with dry eyes

And maybe I'm not right for her
She still sits brokenhearted
And I'm all out of tries

But your life
is worth the price
of me losing my mind

So if you start
to see me smile
Its not a sign
that I'm over you

I see you running through my dreams again
(Happens every night now)
I toss and turn at what we could have been
(I'd stop if I knew how)
It just strikes a nerve, the thought of you out with another man
Holding his hand
And you may ask me what I smile for
Maybe you think I'm happier
With you gone.

I'm not smiling 'cause I'm happy, no
I'm smiling 'cause I'm t

Just In CaseYou can dig up a grave
If you think you can wake the past
But what's the point
You're just opening old wounds
It's like sitting by a bomb about to blast

For someone who claims no death wish
You could have fooled me
But I guess you already have
There's nothing about you I'll miss
Like how you can't see

And here comes another pointed finger
But who's really to blame
You can't bring yesterday back to life
If the dead have already lost the game
But you can revive the ghosts
Violent spirits with a grudge
How the hell will you survive again
Your point of view hasn't even budged
In a court where I've become the judge
Face it
You're screwed
While y

No Regret“No Regret” Original Song Lyrics 5/12/13

The candles flicker
One, then two, then
Thousands more
They’re the memories in all of us
That shine brighter than the hurt in us
Life’s road is beaten down and rocky ahead
But just repeat this before you go to bed

Remember your past
Don’t ever forget it
But move on to the future
To a life you won’t be regrettin’

Put down the razor
It won’t do you any good, girl
Untie that noose, man
You can put it to a better use in this
Crazy world, we all got our certain demons
And we all got our own ways of dealin’
But sometimes those ways
Only build and build

White wolf, White flower"They say there's no such place as Paradise. Even if you search to the ends of the earth, there's nothing there. No matter how far you walk, it’s always the same road. It just goes on and on... But in spite of that, why am I so driven to find it? A voice calls to me. It says, 'Search for Paradise.'"
-Kiba
He stops to listen intently to the earth
it tells him the purpose of his birth.
A story so long and sad
when it’s over, you’ll be glad.
He pricks his ears, the wind shifts
he hears a voice that drifts.
A lunar flower is his search
Cheza, more beautiful than the trees of birch.
Arctic wolf, Lunar flower
the clock strikes 12 at the tower.
City so polluted, city so dark
how he longs for the sound of a harp.
Search for Paradise they will seek
or will it all turn in vain while we weep?
Endless deaths awaken the agony of sorrow
the pain, the losses, the tears never ending until tomorrow.
A cloud once white now stained with red
every dream you once had read.
Weep we

Jack and JillJack and Jill
Where is your pale of water
What are those stains on your clothes
I'm sure you have heard the news
Trembling fear every night
Screams and cries in the chapel of white
Deprived from sleep
A murderer is on the loose
A man of false charge has been sent to the noose
Jack and Jill
Where you scared
Jack and Jill
Where did you find that blade
How did you get that bump on your head
Was it from tumbling down the hill
Jack and Jill
It's past your bedtime
Jack and Jill
Aren't you tired
Or is it time for you to kill
Clean up your mess first
And don't be too loud
We need that pale of water
Jack and Jill
Make me proud.

Invisible ManAs I make my way through everyday
I feel the empty presence
The stories I hear fill my head with fear
And a hatred of burning rage

Don't even try to make amends
Before your life of pity ends
Never wanted me, got no sympathy
I just can't take the pain

If there was a time when your evil mind
Wasn't filled with ice and stone
Well, now it's too late to disintegrate
So just leave me alone

Don't you dare think that I'll bend
To that stupid silly trend
No happy ending waits at the end of the lane
'Cause I just can't take the pain

I don't know where you went, but you didn't repent
For your sneaky dirty sins
Just a fear-powered coward, living in a

Once Upon A NightmarePain the world never knew and yet has forgotten
Scars where blood once ran free
Time to finish what I started
Once upon a nightmare

Do I feel
Do I bleed
Wouldn't you like to know
Wouldn't you like to see

With every shot at my will
You take my breath away
But you don't give it back
Ready, set, go for the kill

Do you know how many times
I've tried to wipe my mind clean
But you keep adding dirt and grime
To my very own murder scene
Not that you see
Not that you care
Not that you even know me

Do I cry
Do I scream
Wouldn't you like to know
Wouldn't you like to see

So often falling to take it
Just another worthless life
Everything's is not oka

renegeon the wings of a gossamer shimmer
a nearly undetectable shiver
you hesitate to pull the trigger
one too many in the chamber

inside a delectable silence
testing the limits of your compliance
vague back-talk, uneasy defiance
love’s not love without the violence

no grace
no dance
you don’t get a second chance
you just get to get
out of my way

just so you know
my stance
this was not a romance
this was a game you didn’t know
how to play

on the back of unsteady denial
a priest, a sinner, a saint, a bibliophile
go ahead, put me up for trial
I won’t stop tilting the vial

no light
no sheen
you’re as heady as a dream

Broadway Specials: Ave Lillian

Verse I:

Vercelli’s pulling out his wand
Blinking too slowly when I see you’re gone.
I hear a voice screaming in my head
(Chaos I think we’ve got a problem)
Where does everybody go when they go?
What do you believe, there’s no way to know.
We hate so fast and we love so slow.
(Juggernaut I think we have a PROBLEM!)
Sit down and think about it
Still on the brink of doubt and
I finally click about it.
My world’s spinnin’

Chorus:

Ave Lillian.
Where did you go?
Where did you go?
How did you know to get out of a world gone mad?
Help me let go.
It’s my fault that she’s bleeding.
His words are misle

Crimson SkiesCrimson Skies

A parting of clouds gives way to crimson skies
What a sight for my worn and tired eyes
I peel back the cover of reality
And return to the land of dreams
A land where you’re still here beside me

Something’s gotten in my way
I’m stuck on the road to recovery
I’m broken and alone
On my foundation of stone
About to be swallowed whole

Here comes the tide of rain
To wash away my pain
To enter every wound
And clean it out too soon
What am I supposed to feel?
When I’m not allowed to heal
What am I supposed to see?
When my eyes just lie to me

A murder of crows, squawk their last goodbyes
A black mist, in

I want to be with youI sit here alone, thinking of you
about the time that we shared, about the things we used to do
But now I'm alone and it's starting to show
How did I get here? Do you already know?

I want to be with you... but it won't happen
I want to be with you... but I can't seem to take action
It always seems that you're just passing through..
So how can I be with you?...

Time goes by and still I'm here
Yet you start to go and disappear.
How do I get your attention or do you already know?
That I want you here.. I don't want you to go...

I want to be with you... but it won't happen
I want to be with you... but I can't seem to take action
It always seem

I'm reaching out to you momI'm reaching out to you mom,
I don't know what's going on
in your world anymore
and it scares me.
I love you no matter what,
stop,
re-read that.
I mean it mom.
It's hard to take every moment
and go with it,
but you gotta stop.
Just stop and breath ahh.
And yes i'm writing this to a beat ahh,
that's when i have my feet
and the whole wide world beneath em.
Just lookin' out breathin' yeah,
this is how it is now like
life gave me a loaded gun
blOWE
just know no matter what mom ill
always have a spot in my heart
to carry on the best in you,
it's what i can do.
And i don't know how
but i'll find a way to
carry your memory
to infinity and beyond.

The Mother of LossA boat called hope on a sea of fear.
It’s the mother of let down,
and that’s what brought me here.

I let go of your hopes.
I let go of mine.
I let go of all those
unbound by time.
If it’s gonna happen
It’s gonna happen either way.
Whether I want it to
or not.
Whether I can stand to stay.
I’m looking for something new.
Preferring what I know
the one closest to me,
the closest one to you.

I’m so far gone, I’m so far lost.
I lost control and I paid the cost.
I’ve been here too many times,
and I’ve said that before.
Dying for hope,

WaitingI was ready to die, that's no lie
But then you went and caught my eye
You gave respect, never neglect
But then René stole me away

I wasn't there when you needed me
I didn't help set you free
I missed the simple signs
Went and crossed too many lines

When I came 'round
You didn't make a sound
You weren't mad
For the time I never had

The happiness came back and a little more
You never wanted to show me the door
As we laughed, we also cried
Made it feel like I had died

You never let me down
Even with my persistent frown
You've always cared
And we're both so scared

This painful distance is a curse
But at least we can rehearse
To make o

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by ~redleaveshavefallen, Jul 18, 2012, 10:08:20 AM
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A lot of things have yet to fade
The scars on my arms, the marker dots on my palms
A lot of things, I'm glad didn't stay
The loathing of myself, of everyone else

A lot of things will go away
Old teachers, old glasses, things that have decayed
A lot of things, I wish they would have stayed
The love in my life, the tears that dried up
The inspiration that flew away

There are things that, I still regret
Things I even hide from myself
I've forgiven, all of my sins
And I've learned by now to just forgive everybody else
There are things that, remain hidden
Things that I don't want anyone to see
I've forgotten, why it's traumatic
And the only one that really cares is me,
Is me.

A lot of things have been kept the same
The memories, the faces, even though the hair is longer now
A lot of things still do remain
The people I have cherished and that have broken me

A lot of things have aged through time
The feelings, the thoughts of futures, even the dogmatic
A lot of things have warped through time
The pain that is real, the pain that I feel
The fears that I hide behind

There are things that, I still regret
Things I even hide from myself
I've forgiven, all of my sins
And I've learned by now to just forgive everybody else
There are things that, remain hidden
Things that I don't want anyone to see
I've forgotten, why it's traumatic
And the only one that really cares is me,
Is me.

...

The only one that really cares is, me
The only one who keeps track of all these things.

Thingsby ~redleaveshavefallen

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Songs & Lyrics

Because I'm not too happy with a lot of my newest deviations currently, so I'll write something randomly that i will ultimately not be too happy in either.

Wait, nope. I actually like this one! o7o It is very fun to sing, and I think the words actually fit inside of me. I hope you like it too, even if it is just the lyrics.

~CrunchBandicoot Jul 19, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

I can relate to this. I tend to dwell on these things often- I'm still unsure if that's good or bad...

The poem itself sounds like someone talking alone, thinking aloud and listening to how these words sound to their own ears.

~redleaveshavefallen Jul 19, 2012

It's nice to hear your insight and interpretation. Thank you for sharing with me. It means a lot to know someone is thinking about what I write. =w=

~CrunchBandicoot Jul 19, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

You're welcome; it's an excellent poem.

*Kumoko-Tei Jul 18, 2012 Student General Artist

Great! I agree with ~slowslicksnails, this flows well.

~redleaveshavefallen Jul 19, 2012

=7= Thank you

=slowslicksnails Jul 18, 2012 Student Writer

Interesting

this flows well

~redleaveshavefallen Jul 18, 2012

thank you =7=

=slowslicksnails Jul 18, 2012 Student Writer

You're welcome

~JasonTheStranger Jul 18, 2012

We're not watching Phi Brain because of you...

~redleaveshavefallen Jul 18, 2012

we should be watching it now.

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